What does not kill me, only makes me stronger...

So, as many of you know, I lost my job on March 19th, which was complete bullshit. I can finally sit here and vent about it and not cry. I didn't cry because of leaving Gails, but the reason that I got fired. It's so stupid how Bruce and Neysi Sample work! They claim you do something wrong and then don't show the proof. They were saying that I was stealing money from them. Never have I stole money from there. An occasional pop here and there, but never money!!! If I was stealing money from there, don't you think I would be a little better off than what I am. If I was stealing money I would have my wedding dress bought, wedding supplies already paid for, a better running vehicle, there's just so many things I could have!!! I believe for some reason they just wanted to get rid of me. But little do they realize how bad it's going to suck without me there. None of the orders are going to get done right, they are losing a handful of customers and maybe when word gets out about what they done, they will lose more and more. So, now I'm job-hunting. I haven't had to do this is 5 1/2 years! I just pray that Bruce and Neysi will stick to their word and give me a good reference. Kinda funny that I'm a thief, but they still said they would give me a good reference! But anyways, I'm going to Genoa Bank to fill out at application and hope they are hiring soon. If I get hired in there I will be sure to stop in and let them know how well I'm doing!!! Maybe this all happened for a reason. Maybe it was time to leave that place. Maybe I will get a better job than minimum wage. <----That would be awesome! Maybe it was all meant to be. We survived when I was off of work for my ankle, we can survive this. I filed for unemployment today also. I hated to do it, but it needed to be done. I just hope they accept so I can get a little bit of an income coming in to help Daniel. I feel so worthless not having an income. When I was off due to my ankle, it was different. I wasn't able to work. This time I am. Makes me feel so bad! Gives me time to catch up on things in the house. I moved the living room around (with my Momma's help of course), going to do some hardcore cleaning, maybe move some other rooms around. Well, I guess that's about it for tonight. Hope you enjoy reading my rants = )

Giving this thing a try...

So since I don't do much on myspace anymore, I figured I would try blogging on here and see what happens...

So, for anyone that don't know, Daniel & I are set to be married on October 2nd, 2010. Can you say STRESS?!?! I'm just getting a headache thinking about it! We so far have the hall rented, DJ booked and his tux fitted and ordered. Jessica & I went to Michaels and Hobby Lobby tonight and I picked some flowers that I liked for my bouquet and picked out Jessica & Lexi's bouquets. So needless to say, their bouquets are done!!! Now just to figure out what I want! I can honestly say, I can not wait for it to be October 3rd, 2010!!! Not that I'm dreading getting married or anything, just the planning and things that lead up to it! Although, I know it will all be worth it in the end!!! ♥I love you Daniel♥

Daniel has been having some health problems. Don't know what's going on, but there's something not right! He has been complaining of his calf/leg hurting him a while now. Long before Christmas it had started bothering him. They sent him to get checked out and all they did was check for blood clots. Nothing was found at that time. Well he has waited and waited and it has not gotten any better. So he went back to the doctor last Friday, the 5th, and they scheduled him for blood tests, x-rays and a bone scan. He went Monday, the 8th for his blood tests and then goes back Tuesday, the 16th, for the x-rays and bone scan. The Doc hasn't called him back on his blood tests yet, so I hope and pray everything is okay. I want them to figure out why he is in so much pain, but I also don't want them to find anything either. I've been praying that there is nothing seriously wrong! Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers.

So, not much else to talk about. I will try to keep this updated as best as I can. But I'm a pretty boring person and never have much to talk about. Everyone have a great weekend!!!